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The truth about meWhen I say I love you
I mean it.

When I make a promise
I keep it.

When I cry I cry not for one thing
But hundreds of things that I never let out.

When I smile its usually fake
I want you to be happy even if I'm not.

When I text you just to ask nothing
I'm asking for help.

When I call you and say nothing at all
I want you to talk because I'm going mad not being able to hear your voice

When I giggle uncontrollably
I'm trying not to cry.

When I'm left alone
I really want to die.

When I write poetry
I'm asking for help.

And when I say I'm fine
I'm dying slowly inside.

What I want from you
is to hear my cry's.

What I want

A poem about missing her

Wasting time thinking of you,
Is making me wish you knew,
Saying it to you is too hard,
He’s standing on guard,

My sense’s say let her be,
Except there’s still that part of me,

Longing for you to be close,
Ugly, that’s what I tell my self you are,
Careless, that’s what I’ve been so far,
Kissing them is hard to do, cause I think about is you.

Why not give up?What do you say when life's in your way?

What do you do when you a'int got a clue?

Where do you go when you'er lost and alone?

What do care when when you a'int got a home?

Who do you love when no one loves you?

Why go on with nothing for you?

Why not sit and give up?

Why not just throw up you hands and say well fuck?

Why not end you'er life and leave all it behind?

Well my sweet darling heres the reason why.

You never know when you will meet a new friend.

You never know who will give you a clue.

You never can tell who will light your way out of hell.

You never know when a home will resurface again.

And you never know who will br

Little girlLittle girl,
Little girl,
Bullies gonna make you hurl,
Little girl,
Little girl,
What does it feel like to be thrown away,
Little girl,
Little girl,
What would it feel like to make them pay,
Little girl,
Little girl,
Don't you care?
Little girl,
Little girl,
That they were never there?
Little girl,
Little girl,
What would you say,
Little girl,
Little girl,
If they all just went away?

I'm more than a labelI am a Girl,

I have hopes and dream's and ambitions,

I am smart and love to write,

I love my family though they don't don't always love me back,

I am a teenager and hope to live a long happy life with the one I love,

If I am all this why is it you only see one part of me?

My name is bry and I like Girls this is true,

But why the hell should that matter to you?

I am me and proud to be,

Who I am attracted to shouldn't bother you,

You have no right to judge others and who they love and then to say its the law from above,

Your kidding your self to think thats right to say you might burn in hell for love?

You protest in the streets s

Written from a broken heartYou build me and break me down you others wonder why I'm still around,

My heart aches for you to see what all these emoations are doing to me,

You break my heart again and again and yet we always remain more than friends,

I'm scared to let my feelings out I know you would just scream and shout,

About how your sorry but thats not good enough I want you to change and not to bluff,

I love you I do, like I've said to you countless times your my world my everything you alone make my heart sing,

But its so confusing because I hate you too,

I hate a lot of the mean things you do,

The lies you've said the tears I've shed all in the name of so

a devil girl on my shoulderI have two little me's that sit on my shoulder,

They have watched me get older and older,

One is naughty while the other nice,

The naughty one likes to scare the other with mice.

When I look in the mirror she whispers to me,

"Why are you so fat and ugly?"

Then the nice one goes,

"But you look lovely to me."

And I sigh knowing the mean one is right,

Thinking I should stay out of sight.

No one should have to see,

someone as ugly and weird as me.

The nice one sighs a deep sad sigh,

Her answer never helping me see,

what I could truly be.

The naughty ones voice always rang clear while the nice one was so quiet it was hard to hear.

What I wantI want to die,

I want to leave this world and all its troubles behind to forget the pain and you caused,

My life, my family is broken and is breaking again,

I'm a freak they said I'm useless to the world

You said that too,

You who I wanted to love me and wanted to care,

I want to die to end it all to leave this world to forget my failures piled up like corpses always to remind me of what I've done,

I'm a screw up I know that you don't need to repeat it,

To rub it,

You taunt me always there your sour words buzzing in my ear like a fly,

I hate you this is true,

I hate you because you made me this way,

Twisted and unlovable always pu

A girl you thought you knewA girl you might thought you knew before is now broken and sore,

All she ever wanted was love not war but now you see the darkness and gore that rest's in her eye's happy no more,

A girl with hopes and dream's who is now ripped at the seam's,

A girl who's dream's were lost at no cost to those who made her this way,

A girl lost and astray,

Now you you see a girl who giggles at hate and all cause you "made a mistake",

You used to say all she did was take, take, take,

I hope you see now what happends when love turns to hate,

This girl feel's nothing but a longing to hurt and has no emotion but pleasure when she pushes you to the dirt,

W

My DrugYour my drug,

I carve you,

I obsess over you,

I'm scared of you,

I need more of you,

I love you,

I hate you,

I want to end it all because of you,

I want you to stay forever,

I'm embarrassed by my need for you,

I go mad longing for you,

I shiver at night wishing for you,

When your here nothing could be better,

When your gone I hate the world and myself,

I'm hopelessly addicted to you,

You,

my drug.

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Cracking

by ~bryzer66, Dec 31, 2012, 10:25:44 PM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

Cracking like marble,
I'm breaking like stone,
Losing control of all that I've known.

Who do I love?
Who can I trust?
I'm on the verge of breaking,
I'm starting to bust.

Your cold gaze cuts through me like ice,
and your solum words are rarely nice,
but some how like moths to a flame,
I keep finding myself calling out your name.

Theres a wall I built around my heart,
But somehow you always manage to tare it apart.

Do I love or hate you I cannot say,
Leaving and going, just walking away,
is something I cannot bring myself to do,
For I am cracking just for you.

Crackingby ~bryzer66

Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Free Verse

This is a love poem written about, honestly no one. Just a bit of randomness a wrote down the otherday and thought it came out nice. I hope you enjoy it.